i win.

status checks. i told you i’d call, but i will be a little late, and i didn’t want to catch you sleeping. so i sent you a text asking when you’ll be hitting the hay. hitting the hay, i believe, means going to bed. you did not reply.

so you were busy and forgot. plausible.

then i called you, as promised. its been 45 minutes, no hint of you. i’ll text you one last time before i hit the hay.

the plan to keep trying for a couple of times, and then stop. if you are least bothered, fine then. its 85% likely that you will lose either way.

out of credit

my last words were, something along the lines of, just try to have fun and things will sort themselves out. don’t worry too much about it, its not the end of the world. so have fun, and enjoy what you are doing. that will do.

but that doesn’t mean you get to engrossed in “fun” fun, and forget what your true objective is. you need to have fun, and enjoy, not just randomly, but while you are doing what you are doing. if you enjoy what you are doing, and feel the need to get better and better, you’ll get there.

but if you don’t like what you are doing, and doing it just for the sake of it, (because someone asked you to, or you get benefits), you’ll never be as good.

so first you need to feel the need to excel at something you like doing. if you enjoy it, you are more likely to eradicate your “mental block” (eg. im no good, i just can’t, its impossible! etc. etc.) or never feel a mental block in the first place.

be yourself. be original.