one of these days

the soft piano on the b/g is soothing. “there are days, when I feel..” – emo. now it’s “Killswitch Engage”. its lame. if only he didn’t pretend he was suffocating.

that’s why i love cowboy bebop. its got a touch of reality, flows fine with plenty of variations – “the real life blues”.

“Happiness is just a word to me, and it might have meant a thing or two if i had known the difference.. Emptiness, a lonely parody, and my life, another smokin’ gun, a sign of my indifference..”

Truth be told, I’m only rather beating about the bush. I don’t feel like going back to researching e-comm. Why am I letting this bother me? This being the events that transpired a while ago. I called the Noor, she was halfway inside the computer. I had nothing to say. Is that it?

But now I have set myself a trap. Led myself into it too! Desperation is not it, more of stupidity. I am indeed low on nicotine. But this piano piece “Eyes on me”, some variation of it anyway, is far too nice! Twas Utada Hikaru’s take on it; marvelous!